I have a feeling you’ll be happy to tell me what I am or am not regardless of what I answer.
I think the last may have had a problem with the idea of me being with an animal, physically.
Yeah- yes, I think that’s a good way to put it. I still like the idea of comforting, but usually people-who-aren’t-lovers are a little put off by spontaneous kissing and scar tracing.
I don’t know.
I only said I wondered what it would be like, I don’t know what I’d think about actually having them.
And I don’t know.
I think it depends- I sometimes feel something that… I don’t think is jealousy- I am… not actually sure what it is? Perhaps some dilluted then mixed form of curiosity and jealousy. Some scars tell a story, or become a part of the person who has them. They wouldn’t be who they are without that marking, nor without the event that made the marking, and the thousand times after someone pointed out that marking.
I sometimes wonder what I would look like, if I wore all my scars. I wonder what people would think of me.
And sometimes a scar is nothing more than a mark, the reason why it exists forgotten or unimportant to the individual who owns it.
And sometimes the scars still hurt.
I guess, there are times I want to trace over every scar with my eyes and lips and fingers because I want to know every inch of a person, or because I am curious. There are times when, even if they don’t care about it themselves, I still love each marking because it is a part of them and makes them unique. And then there are times my heart aches for them, and I want to kiss each marring, somehow pull the pain away from the old wounds, take away that pain so the scars can be beautiful.
I’ve been with someone recently who was marked by a childhood tragedy. I don’t think they see it like that- or at least, I don’t think they wake up and look at the mirror and think of the event. I’m not sure if they ever, save for a few rare occasions, relate it to what happened. But sometimes I see, and sometimes when I see I think of what I was told happened. And I feel a desire for all of the above, to explore and comfort and let them know it’s beautiful- but I don’t think they were ever the type of person to enjoy me doing that, so I refrain and just admire from a distance that I am as fond of the marking as I am the person, because they are both a part of each other.
2: Your last sexual encounter: Good or Bad and why:
My last sexual encounter was very good! It was for an anniversary of sorts and I wore something that was vaguely ridiculous and we tried some things I have never tried before- which is always exciting.
4: Something that never fails to make you horny:
I feel like the answer to this would simply be “my lover” lately.
9: What is the fastest way to make you horny:
Hmmm. Certain words or well planned suggestions can often get me in a mode of thinking that leads to some form of want, I suppose.
10: Top or bottom?
Oh, beg my pardon, but what a stupid question.
14: Weirdest nickname a significant other has ever called you:
Yep. Still honeydripper for this.
15: Two things you like [or dislike] about oral sex:
Oh, I very much enjoy oral sex! I enjoy being able to pleasure someone else when they can just relax and not have to worry about what they’re doing right or wrong or how much they should or shouldn’t reciprocate- all these things that seem easier to worry about during, say, penetrative sex. I also like being able to look up at my partner.
24: Three spots that drive you insane:
My throat, my inner thighs, and- goodness gracious, do forgive me for saying this- my balls.
34: Favorite foreplay activities:
I don’t think I very well could pick a favourite! I absolutely love foreplay, of all types.
38: Do you have any nude/masturbating pictures/video of yourself?
Well, no. But that’s because I gave them to someone fairly recently.
46: What is something nonsexual that makes you horny?
70: Booty or Boobs?
Why should I have to choose! I love both very, very dearly.
Thank you, Anonymous!
9: What is the fastest way to make you horny:
The fastest way… is to successfully arouse me!
11: We were about to ____________ but then ______________ [example: we were about to have sex but then his mom walked in]
We were about to snog, fondle, and suck each other senseless, but then we remembered there was a cage in the way.
12: Is one orgasm enough? Are multiple orgasms necessary?
I’m not sure if you can define such a thing as having “enough”- but I also don’t think multiple orgasms are necessary. It’s always nice being able to get a partner to come multiple times, but I know I’m always grateful for the first alone when it comes to myself.
33: What your favorite part of your body:
Oh, I don’t know. Perhaps my buttocks?
Well, if it’ll save you the time, I don’t think you’ll learn anything more than you already know by asking any more questions about Mister Veene.
I don’t think I understand what you’re asking. I already said it was his business, and I was very adamant in that view, and I’m not going to change it.