A Tangled Skein
How are you? Do you still go on here?

Ah, yes, I do. I’m sorry, I have been rather busy, but I think I am doing well! Thank you for asking. And how are you?


You have no idea how absolutely fantastic that sounds right about now.


That depends too! If it is my partner wearing the lingerie, chances are I’ll enjoy it. I enjoy people in beautiful things. But whether or not I’ll just enjoy it or if it’ll be a turn on depends on whether or not, and how much, they’re enjoying wearing lingerie. 

If I’m wearing the lingerie… well… oh goodness, how to talk about this. I like wearing things others will like, I very much enjoy wearing things others might consider sexy or at the least aesthetically appealing. And lately I have enjoyed occasionally wearing lingerie and I have been steadily getting more comfortable with it. Wearing something my partner might find pleasing can be very arousing for me, and even if it’s not arousing sometimes I just like… doing it for me, I guess. Gracious, I’ve never though about it like that, but I suppose I like the way I look in lingerie too. But it can lead to feelings of embarrassment and vulnerability fairly easily, and that can be a turn off. 

Poor hygiene

Oh, goodness. Yes, that one can certainly be a turn off. If I can see, feel, or smell the effects of this poor hygiene chances are I will not be able to even pretend to be aroused.

What's with the fucking pictures lately? Are you suicidal again?

I have a feeling you’ll be happy to tell me what I am or am not regardless of what I answer.

You had children?


What do you think about gay sex?

I’m a fan.

I think you're pretty great.

Thank you.

I think the last may have had a problem with the idea of me being with an animal, physically.

You're disgusting.

I try.

What about scars on someone who's just a friend? I guess the feeling is probably the same just you're less inclined to act on it?

Yeah- yes, I think that’s a good way to put it. I still like the idea of comforting, but usually people-who-aren’t-lovers are a little put off by spontaneous kissing and scar tracing.

Would you really want scars of all the things that have happened to you? Do you think that maybe part of your desire to love and explore those marks on others might be because you'd like that yourself if you had any?

I don’t know. 

I only said I wondered what it would be like, I don’t know what I’d think about actually having them. 

And I don’t know.

How do you feel about scars on a lover? If you've never been sexually intimate with someone who has scars, then can you take a stab at the question anyway?

I think it depends- I sometimes feel something that… I don’t think is jealousy- I am… not actually sure what it is? Perhaps some dilluted then mixed form of curiosity and jealousy. Some scars tell a story, or become a part of the person who has them. They wouldn’t be who they are without that marking, nor without the event that made the marking, and the thousand times after someone pointed out that marking. 

I sometimes wonder what I would look like, if I wore all my scars. I wonder what people would think of me. 

And sometimes a scar is nothing more than a mark, the reason why it exists forgotten or unimportant to the individual who owns it. 

And sometimes the scars still hurt.

I guess, there are times I want to trace over every scar with my eyes and lips and fingers because I want to know every inch of a person, or because I am curious. There are times when, even if they don’t care about it themselves, I still love each marking because it is a part of them and makes them unique. And then there are times my heart aches for them, and I want to kiss each marring, somehow pull the pain away from the old wounds, take away that pain so the scars can be beautiful. 

I’ve been with someone recently who was marked by a childhood tragedy. I don’t think they see it like that- or at least, I don’t think they wake up and look at the mirror and think of the event. I’m not sure if they ever, save for a few rare occasions, relate it to what happened. But sometimes I see, and sometimes when I see I think of what I was told happened. And I feel a desire for all of the above, to explore and comfort and let them know it’s beautiful- but I don’t think they were ever the type of person to enjoy me doing that, so I refrain and just admire from a distance that I am as fond of the marking as I am the person, because they are both a part of each other. 

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2: Your last sexual encounter: Good or Bad and why:

My last sexual encounter was very good! It was for an anniversary of sorts and I wore something that was vaguely ridiculous and we tried some things I have never tried before- which is always exciting.

4: Something that never fails to make you horny:

I feel like the answer to this would simply be “my lover” lately.

9: What is the fastest way to make you horny:

Hmmm. Certain words or well planned suggestions can often get me in a mode of thinking that leads to some form of want, I suppose.

10: Top or bottom?

Oh, beg my pardon, but what a stupid question.

14: Weirdest nickname a significant other has ever called you:

Yep. Still honeydripper for this.

15: Two things you like [or dislike] about oral sex:

Oh, I very much enjoy oral sex! I enjoy being able to pleasure someone else when they can just relax and not have to worry about what they’re doing right or wrong or how much they should or shouldn’t reciprocate- all these things that seem easier to worry about during, say, penetrative sex. I also like being able to look up at my partner.

24: Three spots that drive you insane:

My throat, my inner thighs, and- goodness gracious, do forgive me for saying this- my balls. 

34: Favorite foreplay activities:

I don’t think I very well could pick a favourite! I absolutely love foreplay, of all types.

38: Do you have any nude/masturbating pictures/video of yourself?

Well, no. But that’s because I gave them to someone fairly recently.

46: What is something nonsexual that makes you horny?

Certain foods.

70: Booty or Boobs?

Why should I have to choose! I love both very, very dearly.

Thank you, Anonymous!

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9: What is the fastest way to make you horny:

The fastest way… is to successfully arouse me!

11: We were about to ____________ but then ______________ [example: we were about to have sex but then his mom walked in]

We were about to snog, fondle, and suck each other senseless, but then we remembered there was a cage in the way.

12: Is one orgasm enough? Are multiple orgasms necessary?

I’m not sure if you can define such a thing as having “enough”- but I also don’t think multiple orgasms are necessary. It’s always nice being able to get a partner to come multiple times, but I know I’m always grateful for the first alone when it comes to myself.

33: What your favorite part of your body:

Oh, I don’t know. Perhaps my buttocks?

I do.

Well, if it’ll save you the time, I don’t think you’ll learn anything more than you already know by asking any more questions about Mister Veene.